Yeah boi got two jobs now. Ohhh fuck. My mentality has been all about money lately & as of recently, I’m liking who I’m becoming. The old me has left & gone. I’m just in need of an environment change to suite this whole new persona I’m adopting.
I rarely have the time or just choose not to get on tumblr that often anymore but u can catch me on twitter tho. So feel free to follow me! My Timeline needs a bit of a refreshment. Cya!
I take back any negative comment I originally said about Chris Hansen. Despite the fact I would rather get back the OG Sonics back instead. (OKC)
The Sacramento Kings Franchise which is valued to be 550 million dollars, Chris Hansen offers another cool 75 mill on the table to total the amount to 625 million. Raising the bid against Stern.
My dude was like, “Here’s another 75 million bitch now suck me & the entire town of Seatown’s dick.” Lmao some dude bout to get a stomach ache. Hahaha.
I applaud the dude, he’s really showing how much of an effort he’s putting in to Seattle back on the NBA map.
Again, I haven’t written anything meaningful lately; much less just wrote something in general in awhile but I’ve been somewhat busy.
For those who aren’t aware, do not know, I have job now & the hours I’ve been receiving are very generous but the pay sucks… Lol.
(I now got a job again & yet I’m still bitching haha)
With that being said, I do plan to get another job so I spend my mornings & afternoons during the week more productively. I don’t really do much at all so I guess it’ll be good for me.
I’ve also been contemplating to quit my current job I have now & apply somewhere with a little more cash flow… as soon as I get this other job. (makes sense?) lmao.
On a totally different topic, so there was this female right? Well she & I kept trading stares with one another the entire time I was working two days ago. I didn’t really think much of it at first cause she didn’t seem interested at first. If only I got the hint sooner…
Well as I was working, she & her friend of hers, along with what seem to be her little sister (cause she called her ate & hence, she was Filipino..lol) approach the front counter & asked for assistance.
I myself who was next to their vicinity, was trying to look busy. As they were talking, I thought I overheard her little sister say, “ate look! It’s your boyfriend!”
- I smiled to myself but made sure not to get over my head, still thinking I was just hearing things…lol.
What should’ve alarmed me in my head, thinking there was a possibility she wanted me to move was the fact she just sat in a chair along with her sisters across from me, for hours.. (let’s assume they’re all family. haha)
- Doing absolutely nothing, what seem have to turned into ages & shit w/o doing anything other than the both of us once again occasionally trading stares!
I finally was off my shift & there she was just sitting there (still). So I cleverly decided to pretend I just had to walk pass her, hoping I would get a clue as to what I should do next if anything significant came up to signal me to make a move.
ugh…her little sister said the same thing from earlier & said, “ate it’s your boyfriend!”
Fuck. I should’ve moved but I fucking pussied out last minute! I left my work & it seemed as if she was following me for awhile till I headed for the parking lot. Then she turned around.
Just when I was nearing my car I finally decided to turn around & look for her but of course she was long gone & lost within the crowd of people in the Outlets.
Second time I’ve done this to myself dammit. She was so gorgeous too. Which she initially seemed to good for someone of the likes of me. She’d be a 10…Idk she dress really nice??? Hahaha, wtf. K dunzo.
Damn I low key wish there was a glimpse of hope I might see her again when I’m working sometime during the week but it’s highly unlikely because I assume she wasn’t around from the area, seeing that she was looking at the directory map of the Outlet before I neared the parking lot as I was initially going to leave at first. She’s probably from Canada & who knows when/if she’ll come down here again.
FUCK, What if by some lucky chance she comes across my tumblr on the spotlight box & clicks on my tumblr & shit & reads this. She then might remember…SIKE!
And some nights,
I find myself
worrying about the little things
that don’t seem to matter
And some nights,
I lie awake
thinking about you
how you’ve been
and what you’ve been up to
And some nights,
I catch myself
stumbling down memory lane
replaying past conversations
and remembering how happy
we used to be
And some nights,
Work, Work Work, all this week. Sorry tumblr, I’ve been
neglecting u. I haven’t found the time to spend quality
time w u. I’m always dead beat tired when I get home.
So last night I met this female during this function. I myself
personally did not know her but she was no stranger to the
rest of my friends. So which kind of sucked because I felt
as if I was missing out on something. She was one in a group
of three cars that was trying to go to this party along with the
rest of my friends. I won’t front though, I thought she was cute
af. I attempted to hold down a conversation with her but my
dumb ass got sloppy with the bottles. This shouldn’t be no
excuse but in my defense it had been awhile since I had drank
hard A. It wasn’t my tolerance that was the problem but the will
power to seize drinking the moment I felt tipsy. The entire night
we were trying to find this party, the only thing I had in mind
was to get turnted up! I WAS ON A FUCKING MiSSION. Haha,
& I wanted to ensure that I completed that mission to
the best of my abilities. I guess I kind of ruined it for myself.
because I was a slob with my drink & may have puked a
little on the very same female I mentioned about as she
& my other friend attempted to get my drunk ass into the
car. So whatever opportunity I had with her might have
just crumbled into rubble…like my hopes & dreams. Lmao
kidding. If it isn’t as bad as I think, the next time I meet her
she’ll probably be like, “you’re the dude that threw up on me!”
Lol fuck! I wish I could account for my actions the other night.
Because not only was I slob but I may have said some fowl
shit that I did not mean, it was the Jack talking! Lol.I hope that
my friends were just fucking with me when they told me that
cause from the moment I woke up, I was still faded. Lol.